will you....

It's time to forget and leave the misplaced affection behind.

I think I finally understand the key to relationahips...

haha...

dot dot dot

yeah, it's not about putting in all those efforts...
it's about letting things go the way they want to...

trying too hard will only make your brains hurt, and yeah, it is worse than brain freeze...

I don't know how they did it~ but, it's just TOO accurate, it's begining to scare me... http://www.colorquiz.com/

Your Existing Situation
Avoids excessive effort and needs roots, security, and peaceful companionship. May be physically unwell, in need of gentle handling and considerate treatment.

Your Stress Sources
Seeks independence and freedom from any restriction and therefore avoids obligations or anything which might prove hampering. She is being subjected to considerable pressure and wants to escape from it so that she can obtain what she needs, but tends to lack the necessary strength of purpose to succeed in this.

Your Stress Sources
Seeks independence and freedom from any restriction and therefore avoids obligations or anything which might prove hampering. She is being subjected to considerable pressure and wants to escape from it so that she can obtain what she needs, but tends to lack the necessary strength of purpose to succeed in this.

Your Desired Objective
Needs a change in her circumstances or in her relationships which will permit relief from stress. Seeking a solution which will open up new and better possibilities and allow hopes to be fulfilled.

Your Actual Problem
Feels restricted and prevented from progressing; seeking a solution which will remove these limitations.

Your Actual Problem #2
The tensions induced by trying to cope with conditions which are really beyond her capabilities, or reserves of strength, have led to considerable anxiety and a sense of personal (but unadmitted) inadequacy. She reacts by seeking outside confirmation of her ability and value in order to bolster her self-esteem. Inclined to blame others so that she may shift the blame from herself. Anxiously searching for solutions and prone to compulsive inhibitions and compulsive desires.

Waiting patiently for my group meeting at 3:30. I could call some of my friends and ask them to hang out with me till then, but I'd rather just be alone till then, it seems easier.
Sigh, so boring researching for things. Almost none of the websites have anything as specific as my topic. Thank god I brought my cd player, otherwise...

Things has been going by so fast in the past month, and it seems like there's no way for me to slow them down. Perhaps I should walk alone for awhile just to get some sense into my head again. I shouldn't have bought that phone after only thinking about it for a week. I should stop listening to what people tells me and actually think for myself for once. Is it that hard?

There's a security camera pointing directly at my computer, I wonder if there's anyone behind it...

Spend all your time waiting
For that second chance
For a break that would make it ok
There's always some reason
To feel not good enough
And it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
Oh beautiful release
Memories seep from my veins
Let me be empty and weightless
And maybe I'll find some peace tonight

(Chorus)
In the arms of the angel
Fly away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort here

So tired of the straight line
And everywhere you turn
There's vultures and thieves at your back
And the storm keeps on twisting
You keep on building the lies
That you make up for all that you lack
It don't make no difference
Escaping one last time
It's easier to believe in this sweet madness
Oh this glorious sadness that brings me to my knees

(Chorus)
In the arms of the angel
Fly away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort here

You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort here


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sigh... it's such a nice song....
why does it have to be so sad???

sigh... so in the course of less than a week, i got a computer, returned a computer, and broke a computer... and i'm suppposed to be fixing other people's computer... weird...
nothing really new this week. school's starting soon, and i'm getting older by the day. sigh... why haven't we found a way to stop time? but i guess, if time has really been stopped, then... we would cherrish time even less, and every moment we have will be even less special. fine... i guess i'll just have to live with it for now...
see... this is what too much coffee does to people!!! typing up stupid random things to occupy the time i should be sleeping!!! alright alright... i'm gone...

got paid twice before the weekeend is awsome... i can finally get that light fixture i've always wanted~ hehe.. yeah~ fancier decor~
just hope i don't spend it all in one dose~

wow... i've been up this late since... before...
my eyes are starting to water...
yeah... it's boring....
fine... sleeping now...

o yeah... me and you and everyone we know... hehe... sounds like an intersting movie....
click here to hear their review

... i finally got gmail...
yes... i'm slow. i remember amy referred me to it last year, but i just got my invitation today. that's pretty slow...
well, i'm probably not going to use it that often anyways. it's got a weird address~ my real name is taken, so i had to make modifications to it. and now it just sounds stupid. who knew there would be people who has the same real name as me! maybe i should e-mail them, and congrat them on getting the name before me~ yeah... that sounds good...

when will i be able to take pictures like this? ><

to see more of this guy's prints...

http://ssilence.deviantart.com/store/

he's just AMAZING... want him as my teacher...

yeah... my new work is awsome. they are paying me approx $1000 to learn how to help people with their computer problems. wow.. this is how everything is supposed to be!

hm..... other than that... i'd say it's a pretty busy week for me. finally finished my 5th class this summer, and still deciding if i should take the 6th one. if i take it, it'll save me lots of time next summer. but if i don't take it, i'll make lots of money. sigh... money vs time... can never decide between the two.